As everyone hasn't noticed, I'm in a very 'off' mood. And I wasn't going to break the news until I came home from Alaska.
~Featherlox
So I'm saying goodbye to this account.
_Bye!

This summer sucks.
It's nothing like I wanted it to be. I'm not pushing myself. I'm hardly improving artistically. My motivation has hit ground zero.
My family's split spiritually; everybody ignores each other so they don't fight. Only a select few of my friends want anything to do with me. The only reason I get invited into anything is to be used. My guild on wow has officially been disbanned as of tonight.
Anyone and everyone I can consult with has abandoned me. And to top it all off, not even my boyfriend will make time to talk to me.

Whine, whine, whine. Me, me, me, me, me, me, me. I'm so annoying.


_{Happy Birthday to me.}

I just thought you should know...since...you know...I won't have internet access.............................................................................................................................I smell eggs and toast. Seriously.

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.

1. do you think you can get through this?
Sure.

2. are you on your period?
Nope, I'm on PMS (:

3. do you get cramps?
UGH
Yes.

4. have you had sex in the last month?
Nope

5. who did you lose your virginity to?
Nada

6. what's something you would change about yourself?
My complexion, my nose, my waiste, my hands, and my lips
And maybe add magic powers and the ability to fly

7. what's something you really like about yourself?
My eyes, my hair, and my hips really don't lie, honey~

8. ever watched gay/lesbian porn?
Nope

9. do you like answering personal questions?
Meh...

10. are you cool with talking about sex?
Sure

11. what's your favorite break up song?
The one I like?

12. what's your favorite love song?
All For You by The Secret Handshake

13. ever cheated on your boyfriend?
Nope, sure want to...but my will power and emotions won't allow me

14. ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Yup

15. ever done something more than kissing with the same sex?
Haha yes

16. do you lie ALL THE TIME?
Uck no

17. do your parents even know what you're really like?
Yup

18. ever smoked pot?
I've second-hand smoked it D:

19. what about a cigarette?
Nope

20. ever done any drugs other than pot? which ones?
IcyHot and band-aids

21. any one-night stands?
Nope

22. do you masturbate?
Not often

23. what's the last thing you cried about?
I felt very betrayed by my family and friends

24. for or against gay marriage? explain.
For it, because I'm all for the whole "America should be the land of the FREE" thing

25. for or against abortion? explain.
For it, same reason as the previous question

26. do you know anyone with homosexual parents?
Yup, I hate that girl.

27. when you party, are you the type that dances on tables?
No, I dance on the stereo systems and the amps.

28. ever taken naked pics for someone you liked?
Nope

29. do you wish your boobs were smaller or bigger or are you okay with your size?
I want them gone. I want a man chest.

30. ever been called a slut?
LOL yes

31. what about a bitch?
Allll the time ):

32. ever said something racist and meant it?
Yup

33. ever gotten paid for doing something sexual?
Nope

34. ever played spin the bottle?
Pff yeah

35. what about seven minutes in heaven?
I wish lol

36. if you've played spin the bottle, who did you enjoy kissing the most?
We were playing spin the bottle: truth or dare

37. if you've played seven minutes in heaven, what'd you do for seven minutes?
Pattycake!

38. are you into humping inanimate objects?
Umm...no

39. do you like breaking hearts?
Nope, but I end up doing it anyways

40. do you constantly crave attention?
Not constantlllllly *insert whine*